Tuesday, February 28, 2006
8:35 PM
Hello.
Something about Choir:
Firstly, as i suspected, i am NOT selected to sing in the Disney Medley.
And because of that, i'm having some mixed feelings now.
I mean, almost all of Sop is in it (i think), and there are even sec 2s in it.
I just want to know, WHAT THE HELL does that imply?
Is it that i am such a LOUSY singer that i cannot even compare with my juniors?
Or am i that slack that Choir loathes me?
Ok, i'm not saying that i want to get into the Medley (serious, i ABSOLUTELY don't want to get in. Getting in means extra pracs, and commitment to Choir, and anyone who knows me knows that me+choir=no solution. Really, i mean it.)
But do you know that i am a person of ABSOLUTELY low self-esteem?
I can't take these sort of blows.
FYI:
For the 3 1/2 years i have been in choir (and like an idiot came for almost all the practices, only missing, like, what, 2 or 3 (or 4) practices? (albeit hating every minute of it)) and i had NEVER, let me repeat, NEVER once got into the room orientation.
I mean come on, i spent so many hours closed up in some shit hole doing some shit thing for like 4-5 shit hours and i do not even get what, 1 time of some sort of recognition?
I mean, then what's the damn use of staying on in this SHIT cca?
I don't need the points, and i most certainly do not need to take this SHIT anymore. I can jolly well pon every single practice and not feel a tinge of guilt.
What the hell, its like i went through the 3 years for god knows what?
I seriously don't know.
I HATE YOU.
One consolation is that handover is this year. FINALLY.
And also, i've got some "Bitching on Choir" buds, and we just bitch on choir (like duh).
Just a few more months.
HANG IN THERE.
My apologies, i sometimes let my rather vulgar side seep through when i'm emotional.
If you think this is bad, you should ask Yunxuan or Yingyu or someone who had seen my *locked* diary-x last year, but i would really like to erase everything i said (or typed) then, i was REALLY immature, sorry for any feelings hurt (even if you haven't read it and have no idea about what i wrote.)
Let' start on a clean slate, shall we?
But i still, nonetheless LOATHE choir.
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